what am I?

sometimes i feel like the whole world is turning their backs at me. sometimes i feel like all my problems will never end.

i was raised to respect others, care for others, not giving trouble to others and try to be the best i can to make others happy. so, if this is how i am towards other people, why do i feel like people are not doing the same share of kindness towards me. my dad had always been behind my back at all my decision. when i didnt do well in something, he didnt scold me, but he celebrated those things i did well in. after he had gone, it was easy for people to take advantage of me. but now i have my husband. he keeps me sane and thinking rationally. thank God for that.

some people don't take me seriously, or things i say seriously. they just let me worry myself like crazy.

who am i to them?

a way to go

sometimes i wonder, why is it so hard for some people to understand things that is going on in their lives. i think i had a pretty easy life (before marriage). it was easy and fun. yes, i had gone through difficult times, and sleepless nights, but it was more fun than not. i had my heart broken a few times...i had to lift myself up seldom, but the important thing is, I DID. i had my life crushed once, and starting from that, i never let others get control over me. i decide. I. ME.

but i know it's difficult. but once you get the hang of it, you'll swift through anything like candy on a stick.

don't let yourself down.